the weekend come
Well, I suppose I'm doing my best to enjoy my Saturday. I did a shitload of Sudoku, ate some chicken strips, and established myself as the middle man in a drug deal.
I've realized that I might as well be HIS girlfriend. The guy calls me everyday, and we've spent the last 3 days together. Wednesday he came over for the first time, and ended up meeting and hanging out with my entire family. They all get along smashingly. Thursday he came over twice, first to hang with my sister and I, and second sans family for a smoke and sex on the wicker couch on the back porch. That was painful. By Friday I'd had just about enough of him, and wasn't going to call him until Saturday. He would have none of it, though, and called me, convincing me to let him pick me up to hang at his house. The boy is crazy. So far we've managed to get me in and out of his house without getting caught. Last night, however, after I gave him a backrub, he fell asleep on me, and I laid there for hours wishing I had a car and could just go the hell home, his mother walked in the room to turn his TV off. I froze, and tried to act like I was asleep. If she noticed me, she didn't react, but her movement woke him up. It was at that moment, that he decided he was in the mood. He got up to lock the door, then moved close to me on the bed. 'You're kidding, right?' was all I could think. 'I mean, of all times, you want to have sex NOW, right after you're mother was in here?'
I don't know. I'm trying not to fall for him. I don't want to, but I feel it's not entirely up to me. He's just such a good guy. He's so sweet to me, and I can tell he genuinely cares. He likes being with me, holding me, and doing what he can to make me happy. I keep discovering little things I like about him, and physically my attraction keeps growing. Like last night, as I followed him towards his house and up the stairs, I realized he has got the cutest ass. I like his calves too.
I think I'm just afraid to fall for anyone. I have this fear that the moment I do, someone else will come along, and everything will be so much harder.
Anyway.
~A
I've realized that I might as well be HIS girlfriend. The guy calls me everyday, and we've spent the last 3 days together. Wednesday he came over for the first time, and ended up meeting and hanging out with my entire family. They all get along smashingly. Thursday he came over twice, first to hang with my sister and I, and second sans family for a smoke and sex on the wicker couch on the back porch. That was painful. By Friday I'd had just about enough of him, and wasn't going to call him until Saturday. He would have none of it, though, and called me, convincing me to let him pick me up to hang at his house. The boy is crazy. So far we've managed to get me in and out of his house without getting caught. Last night, however, after I gave him a backrub, he fell asleep on me, and I laid there for hours wishing I had a car and could just go the hell home, his mother walked in the room to turn his TV off. I froze, and tried to act like I was asleep. If she noticed me, she didn't react, but her movement woke him up. It was at that moment, that he decided he was in the mood. He got up to lock the door, then moved close to me on the bed. 'You're kidding, right?' was all I could think. 'I mean, of all times, you want to have sex NOW, right after you're mother was in here?'
I don't know. I'm trying not to fall for him. I don't want to, but I feel it's not entirely up to me. He's just such a good guy. He's so sweet to me, and I can tell he genuinely cares. He likes being with me, holding me, and doing what he can to make me happy. I keep discovering little things I like about him, and physically my attraction keeps growing. Like last night, as I followed him towards his house and up the stairs, I realized he has got the cutest ass. I like his calves too.
I think I'm just afraid to fall for anyone. I have this fear that the moment I do, someone else will come along, and everything will be so much harder.
Anyway.
~A
posted by Annie at 3:54 PM
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