i'm a love addict

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Well, I do wish I could hang out with HIM without us ending up on top of each other. Apparently we can't just be friends, though, and I don't know what to do. I feel a connection to him, and I miss him constantly. At the same time, I've undoubtedly fallen for R, and am deperately trying to control myself and have a lasting relationship with him. I'm just one horny bitch, though, and waiting for him is proving all kinds of difficult. Not to mention this whole thing he has with his parents. I mean, they're beyond strict. Within a week I've gotten him grounded twice. It's starting to piss me off.

I have the day off. I'm trying to enjoy it, dammit.

~A